I'm scared

We interrupt our normal broadcasting for me to talk about my feelings. Well not so my feelings as much how I am scared shitless for the operation that I am going to take. 

The operation is to remove the a lipoma (fatty cells) at the back of my neck. It's the size of a marble. No issues for my health is concern but this is will eventually grow if not taken care off. So why not since I get 2 weeks off work which is cool. 

They say that you can make money out of blogging but I find blogging as therapeutic. It's a way to let it all out. So here goes 

The MRI machine was scary as hell. I have a medium case of claustrophobia. I hate crowds and tight spaces. So imagine to my suprise that an MRI machine looks like a coffin. I feel that I was buried alive with aliens probing me. It was supposed to be 30 mins but they stretched it to an hour plus. I told the attendant that I was scared but he said not to move that much. Man that was a nightmare 1 hour.

Today on Wednesday is my operation. I am not scared of the operation per say. I am more scared of the general anesthesia. But after talking to several sources. It's more like falling asleep. You won't feel a thing. So there is nothing to be scared about. Ok considered this done and dusted