Week 25 - I am an idiot. Yet again

This week was all well until my idiot friend ask me for money. Why do I keep doing this. I like never learn my lesson. But it's okay. It is only money. I can get it back by working hard I guess. Other than that there is nothing much under my control 

 Jun 16

• H1 got a new phone. We bought her an iPhone 15 with the budget of 4000
• For the first time I cooked chicken rendang.
• We break fast (fasting again) at MIL house. She wanted to come and stay the night but we have other plans for tomorrow which is good. I think I need a break from my mother in law for a while. Her actions is driving me crazy.

Jun 17 (memorable)
• It’s Eid Adha. wake up early to go to in laws
• Arrived at 750 but still was late in going to pray. Everyone starts early
• Ate a lot of awesome food. Rendang, Nasi lemak, lotong
• The family is all there. We took a lot of pictures
• Talk for an hour with my best friend. I miss that

Jun 18
• Mom neighbor did an open house. Serve Nasi Dagang and Mee Goreng. Delicious.

Jun 19
• Met my financial planner for the first time. She brought her kid. Had a good time talking to her and seeing about my future. Long way to go but it’s getting there

Jun 20
• Best friend was supposed to arrive today by flight got delayed till tomorrow

Jun 21
• picked up best friend from the airport at midnight. Send the family to the hotel and came back at 2am
• Still had time to do classes

Jun 22 (unmemorable)
• talked to my hacker friend. She managed to convince me to gave her money again… I’m really an idiot. So I’m not giving her money anymore… I think. But now I have less money to save. But I still to do something. It’s okay. Everything happens for a reason. Just trust the process.

So that is about it. I hate myself sometimes but I do feel that one day I'll get rewarded in the end. But for now. I think it's lesson learn (again). Funny thing is that I am not depressed as I should have been. So yeah. Eveything is good on my side. Let's hope next week will fare better