What a week it has been. Trying to convince my best friend to stay with me was one of the difficult thing I had to do. Had to finally come clean. Other than that. I think I really have reached inner peace. Usually I think I have reach inner peace but this time I have nothing that is worrying me. Which is a very good feeling. Praise be to Allah I say. Once you let go to him. Everything seems to falls in place. Insya Allah. Oh and wife has reach close to 1 million in her savings. Good for her.
Jul 19
• This morning after classes I need to send H1 to the dentist to get a retainer as well to check her teeth. Got into a fight with H1 and frankly I am getting tired of it. I will just keep quiet from now on and let her make her own decisions.
• Took a short nap and then we wake up to go to the movies
• Went and watch the Odyssey (5/5) on IMAX with wife. The movie was amazing
• Had dinner at the korean shop. Grab some family mart of H2 lunch but at dinner we bought some sushi maki rolls
• Nd called and said she needs another 400 because he money to automatically deduct. I just gave some... This will be the last month anyway. It all depends on her loan goes through or not.
• Did some classes and call it a day at night
Jul 20 (unmemorable)
• After morning classes took H1 to see the dentist again to fix her retainer. She complained that her fake tooth was a bit too long
• I am still not talking to H1 because she was mean and rude to per as my wife's instructions. Eventually H1 said she was sorry and everything is back to normal
• Cook some Seafood Tomyam, Thai Green Curry and fried egg. I accidentally put some squid without cleaning the ink cap. So the tomyam was black. I had to strain all the ingredients and recook it again
• Took a short nap and pick up cleaner in the evening. Since I ahve no classes I went on my daily step count. H1 friend came to the house to study
• Wife was angry at me becaues I ruined her favourite shirt. So after class I had to try to clean the stains off the shirt
• Nd text me saying that she won her court case and wanted to celebrate. She ask for 100. I told her I have no money. She became cold and sulk. Sigh... Today is really a bad day where I got scolded by everyone I love. H2 is always the constant one who loves me.
Jul 21
• For some reason today has been a perfect day for classes. I realised today I just should let things go. Put my trust in Allah. As should everyone else. Allah won't let you stuffer. Plus don't stop try to be a better muslim
• Cooked some mushroom olio today
• Took a short nap before doing more classes in the evening
• Installed all of the lights that are broken at home as well as did my steps
• Ended the day with more classes and then just relax before falling to sleep
• Nd is not talking to me because of yesterday incident. Oh well... I'll just give her some space. There is nothing much I can do about that. Why are people always angry at me.
Jul 22
• Today has been a very eventuful day. Lets begin. Start of today I can't do a lot of classes because H1 got her psychiratic appointment. To make matters worse it was raining really heaviliy
• While stuck in the jam Nd text me and I knew something was up. She told me she is getting married. Not because she is in love because that person is going to pay off all her debt to me. My heart broke. I keep on praying for her. So I have to come clean and told her all the money is from me. It took me a while to convince her that I want her in my life but after a while she agreed to it. But because of tha tomorrow I need to take some money out. Going forward, this is going to be a little different since I am not totally honest with her
• The therapist appointment with H1 went well I guess. The doctor ask me to let H1 go since she needs to learn to make mistakes. I said I am not the problem. When we came back and I told my wife. My wife was being petty and said she said if she wants to be an adult she needs to act like one.
• Next we went to the 2nd hospital for wife's appointment. She is still in pain and the doctor said that there is nothing much we can do about it. All that is left is just physioteraphy.
• Ate some Q bistro. I don't know why. I am start to not fancy mamak food. But we did get a free kit kat ice cream at the store.
• Came home took a nap. Did some classes and went on exercising. I need to get my steps in. Called some freinds to talk to them
• In the evening continue on classes and wife ordered McD for her and H2
• Played around 20 minutes of replaced. It is going to take a while but it is going there. Slow and steady I say
Jul 23
• Did a lot of classes as normal but after that this morning I have a couple of errands to do
• First I need to go to the bank because Nd needs 10k. This time I have to be honest with her... I need to start working a lot to get back my money for the kids
• Second I went to another bank to make a new account. I entered a savings raffel. With 3k you are entitled to 300 tickets with the grand prize being 1 million ringgit. Allah SWT can change my life in a instant and I believe one day I am going to get this
• Came back home and cook some butter chicken with long beans
• Took a nap and in the evening did more classes
• Wife gave me a suprised that she got a 5% raised and it was back dated. So this month we have a lot of money to work with.
Jul 24
• Today did a lot of classes in the morning
• Went to get some food from a nice restaurant that serve a lot of Malaysian food
• After friday prayers pick up the cleaner
• Then we went to the mall since the cleaner needs to claen the house. Did my steps and ate sushi and beef pie
• Nd had an emergency and wasn't talking too much yesterday. After that she changed her phone number. With her its one step forward and two steps back. Sigh
Jul 25
• Wake up this morning with a message from Nd. She is upset that I keep on spamming her with messages. So going forward I will try to be less chatty. Oh well...
• Did classes in the morning. Got a nap. After that we all went to the mall to celebrate H1 birthday a bit early
• Went to Kenny Hills in my opinion has increased their prices and made the food portion smaller
• After that when around the mall to get H1 some gifts
• Came back home did some more classes and end the day with a korean tv show
This week wife will be busy with a course. It is a new month of working so I am trying to push to do as much classes as I can this month. Other than that nothing much to look forward too