Week 9: Me and Wife had a big fight

This week was a terrible week. Wife had a meltdown which cause her to run away. I am sad and when I am sad I tend to buy things. Which I got a ps portal that I haven't tested yet. I am very stressed this week. I need to centre myself again 

Feb 22 (4th Ramadan)

• Today the cleaner is cleaning the house so I did some extra classes

• Took a nap and then wife said I don't need to cook so I can buy stuff at the nearby shop

• I hate going to the market since I tend to overbuy. But thank goodness that after we ate the cleaner took the leftovers home 

• Went to terawih with the cleaner and send her home. Came back close to 11pm

Feb 23 (5th Ramadan) (unmemorable)

• Today I cook some Ayam rempah and masak lemak sayur for iftar 

• Today had a fight with wife. She told me I am sex crazy. So I was hurt and then I told her that she wins. Starting today I won't touch her anymore. She can do what she wants and I won't expect anything from her. Its been almost 20 years and it has just being getting worse. Remember what I say "don't get upset over things you can't control" and I can't control this. So I need to make peace and move on.

• Wife said she was sorry and proceed to sleep by hugging me like trying to make up for it but I think the damage is done. Whatever it is.. is in her court right now... I know I will get sex but I think the frequency will be few and far between. I need to find a new hobby or at least keep myself super busy.

Feb 24 (6th Ramadan)

• Today wife want to eat sushi so I don't need to cook. After sending her to work I did extra classes.

• After that we went to the optometrist to fix wife's glasses and send her back to work 

• Went to the mall to get the sushi, get my raya clothes. 

• Iftar and then terawih. Normal day today 

Feb 25 (7th Ramadan)

• Did classes and have to cook a lot since wife invited students over

• Wife wasn't in a good mood today because of a dream she had. That sucks. She is taking it out on me 

• Came back H1 is with her boyfriend. I ask them to pick up H2 only to get scolded by H1 because H2 was late. Sigh

• Cooked some Briyani rice, salsa and egg curry. The students came and cooked some chicken sliders. Yummy. My rice was a bit lumpy due to too much water

• H1 was being a but annoying didn't want to hang with the kids. She ate a bit and left. 

• After that I took her boyfriend home and we talk saying that H1 needs some help with her mental health. I kind of agree and hopefully I can fix this problem soon

• Coming back from terawih I played some cards with the girls till midnight.

Feb 26 (8th Ramadan) (unmemorable) 

• Today I planned to make some meatballs eaten with spaggeti and potatoes

• Wife was in a bad mood in the morning. In the afternoon I need to send her to work she yelled at me when I ask her. I kept quiet and after sending her to the office. She said she is leaving me today and took the car and went to her moms house

• The first thing I did was damage control. Talk to her dad. After that we had a big fight. Everything came out and I know we both are lacking in both departments but we are trying. I don't know where it is going from here. She didn't plan to go back home today. So today I slept alone by choice

• My best friend is not feeling well but she needs to get ready to fly to Indonesia tomorrow. Hopefully all goes well.  

Feb 27 (9th Ramadan)

• Woke up alone in my bed is sad but I get ready the kids to eat. H1 joined us since she loves the meatballs. 

• Did classes and send H1 to school. After classes did groceries and pick up H1 from school. Went to pray at the uni and pick up H2 later

• Today I plan to make some grilled chicken sandwhiches with tomato soup. 

• Wife came back in the evening. We hugged and probably made up. 

• In the evening she cried because she thinks she is not a priorty in this family and everything revolves around my schedule which is frustrating since we need to know about time. So basically I am at fault here. 

• My best friend went to Indonesia for work. She was not feeling well so the doctor gave her some medicine and she rest

Feb 28 (10th Ramadan) (New Stuff) 

• Had early intimate time with wife because last night she cried she can't gave it to me. After the suhoor she slept till afternoon

• Wife got so angry at me and list down everything that she was upset about. Bascially everything is my fault what I do will make her feel anxious. I think going forward things are going to change dramatically. Need to think before saying soemthing. Sigh

• I was looking for a new device for myself. I found a PS Portal for my collection sicne I want to play more PS5 games but on the bed. Met that guy and pay RM720 for the machine. I Got the black limited edition one which was the colour I wanted.

• We decided to break fast at my mom in laws house. Drove there and went to buy food. Just spend time relaxing while waiting to break fast

• After break fast, terawih and pick up the cleaner before heading home 

• Today my friend went around Jakarta and didn't fast. She went home late and was late coming home. She is going to rest the whole day tomorrow. 

Next week the only thing I have plan is buying some kuih raya. Other than that is just enjoying the last 20 days of Ramadan. Beside that this is also the end of Febuary. The shortest month of the year. With Dad in law giving us a health scare. Me losing a friend (also making new ones) and the biggest thing is that me and wife a short falling out. Febuary has been a bad month. The only good part of it is Ramadan which is ongoing and I enjoy every minute of being spritual. Lets hope March will fare better

Hades II

First game of the year 

Game no: 566

Genre: Action (Roguelike)
Platform: PC
Release Date: 2025

A game that took me forever to finish due to not having that much time to play it everyday. The sequel to the one of my best games of the year Hades returns with an all new story as well as better mechanics that we love and also some new features as well. Hades II tells the story far into the future. You play as Melinoe, the daughter of Hades and sister to Zagreus who is curse to the underworld and needs to stop her Grandfather chronos in order to save everyone. That is basically the story in a nutshell. Of course the story is a bit more complext than that but I am not a big fan of the story that much. I mean I do listen to it but the reason why we play Hades II is obviously the kick ass gameplay. 

The gameplay like the first game is the same. You start at the hub, choose your weapon of choice and start your journey. There are 4 different biomes to navigate. In each biome there are multiple gates. Defeating the enemies from each gate will grant you a boon (powerup), resources or a story to move the plot forward. The boons that you use upgrade your attacks, specials, defend and also health and magic. The key of surviving each run is to deicde which upgrades are important that can help you defeat Chronos. At the end of gate you will face a boss. Beat it and you will go to next biome. There are 4 stages until the final boss. Die halfway you have to restart again. I played in the god mode option where for everytime I die Melinoe gets stronger which is great since you can see the progression made while playing this game. There is also the hub world where you craft spells and plant items to aid you in your quest (this is very important in progressing the story) since you need to gather resources to upgrade weapons and make new spells for you. I can say that this is a very meaty game. If you only have one game to play this year, you would not be disspointed. 

What I love about Hades II. Everything. It seems like the perfect game. Combat, gameplay, progression is great. Even if you think you are failing you are actually getting something new that will help you with the next run. There are a lot of characters to interact with and there is a lot of dialogue. The only gripe I have is that after a while I got bored of the story.. It is just too much story and I just wanted to kill more demons. After a playing this game for a good 40 hours I decided to switch on cheatengine to make my game goes faster. A normal run will take like 1 hour but a cheatengine will take like 10 minutes. You know what they say... If you are still enjoying yourself after cheats that means it is a great game

There is a second part of Hades II that I didn't mention in the review but basically is a new story with new biomes, weapons and resources (there is even a mech suit) but I will say that it makes game so deep. So in the end I am going to say this is the best game that I played this year. This year I think it is going to be hard to get 10 games in. But I will try my best. If I play one game this year (which won't happen) this will be thet top 3. Hades II is a deserving S-Rank

Week 8: Ramadan is here

 This week has been a roller coaster. I lost a person. Which It doesn't effect me that much. One of my other friends is in the hospital. Ramadan is here and H1 is acting up as she usually do. It is going to be a long month. 

Feb 15

• After clases I did my brisk walk. I am getting good at this. Walked around 3.5km today 

• After that we got ready to go to TRX. Wife wanted to buy a new iwatch. Traded in her old one and got 375 for it. 

• We also ate at a very fancy Japanese rice bowl restaurant. I had unagi. The unagi wasn't as good as I like it to be and the price was a bti expensive. 

• After taht we came home and took a nap. I did some classes until 830pm. The girls came back close to 10pm and brought food but due to it being so late I just went to bed early

Feb 16

• After classes I went and grab groceries for mushroom soup and garlic bread again since that day H2 didn't ge tto taste it

• After lunch sister in law left back home and I pick up cleaners

• Today I try to do one hour of walking but that only gets me 3km of walking 

• Send cleaner at home and slept close to 1130pm. Wife couldn't sleep so she wanted to be intimate at 1am. I really am thankful but I am going to feel tired tomorrow 

• Got to talk to my best friend a lot. She back to normal.  Well normal and she can be

Feb 17

• Today had some Mee Rebus for breakfast. It was delicious. It has been a while since I have that

• After that head to the groceries to get some things to cook some chicken curry and brocoli. Something simple 

• It was raining outstide thewhole day so I just took a long nap. Like 2 hours and 45 minutes long. It was so good

• Did a couple more classes and then took one hour brisk walk. 

• They just announce that 19th is going to be the first day of Ramadan. With that my working schedule for the month. 

Feb 18

• Ate the mushroom soup for breakfast and I think it was a bad idea. Need to throw it away tomorrow 

• Went out with wife and went to Chillis. Since it was the weekend, the whole mall was full. So at Chillis was close to 2 hours. After that wife banned hammer chillis. Probably the last time we will go there

• Did some shopping and bought some stuff for sahur later. 

• Today will be the first day of Terawih so after Maghrib I went there and it was fast which was good

• Tomorrow is going to the first day of Ramadan 

Feb 19 (1st Ramadan) 

• Waking up was not a problem for me since this is my normal time waking up for class anyway. My sahur is consist of a handful of anchovies, 2 eggs, 2 scoops of oats. This is going to be my meal everyday. H2 will have a chicken and fries. H1 her muffin and wife whatever she wants to eat that day

• Normal routine but classes have to cut short since I need to go shopping and also cook for iftar. 

• This Ramadan I am going to try not to eat any rice and also exercise. We also are trying to avoid the ramadan bazaar since we are trying to cut sugar. 

• My friend is having withdrawl from her narcassistic boyfriend. Its been more than 24 hours no contact and she is still hung up on him. The guy has moved on to another girl. 

Feb 20 (2nd Ramadan) 🎂

• Today is wife's brithday. She is 49 years old. On hindsight. She met me when she was 27. A couple more years than she would have spend 50% of her life with me. 

• I decided to cook some pesto with potatoes and steak. A bit on an expensive meal but she does love steak 

• Today as well my friend that just met last month said goodbye to me by blocking me. It all because I was too nosy and but in her business tha tI shouldn't have. My fault anyway. I was sad but after an hour I felt nothing. It is probably because we have no connection anyway. I think Allah was trying to save me right now before hardship. My other friend Nf is not talking to me. So I already ask if she wants to be alone but she didn't reply. Silence is the answer

• My foster kid Az. She is in the ICU right now. She has acute pneumonia so her oxygen stat is so low. They say she may need to intubated if it goes lower. She said goodbye just incase

• In the evening I didn't go to terawih. Instead we went to the mall to meet wife's best friend. In the morning she got flowers and chocolate from her another friend and at night another friend treated her ice cream. 

• Overall today was an okay day. Losing someone made me sad but it was not a big deal... Life goes on and just make the best of it. 

Feb 21 (3rd Ramadan)

• Did 9 classes in the morning. After that took a long nap. It was so long tha tI almost woke up at 3pm. 

• After praying go to the grocer to get ingredients to make some Yee Mee by the famous influencer. The Yee Mee was good but both H1 and H2 were not a fan. Good thing therewas still pesto lying around. 

• Did some exercise. Went for terawih and then pick up cleaner. Cleaner is going to clean the house until tomorrow. 

• Wife is upset with H1 because she is urde to her. After that she proceed to be rude to me asking on how to safe money. I think she means well but she needs to learn how to be a bit nicer. If she doesn't like anything she goes on a rampage on how people are stupid than her. I don't know how to repair this situation with wife.

Next week I am not expecting anything. A new season of work is coming which means its going to be a problem for me to do work but I can try my best. Wife and H1 starts back school so thats something we have to navigate.  I haven't played any games since Hades. 10 games a year is getting harder than it seems. We have to try

Eddington

A movie thats a bit too late?

What is it about?
A small town of Eddington is dealing with Covid lockdown as well as the start of Black Lives Matter 

The Good 
The story is simple enough to understand 
The two main leads does carry the movie 

The Bad
I actually don't understand what is the movie about 
Halfway through the movie I didn't see that coming 
The end is really confusing 

The Ugly
2020 was really a bad year all around 

After Credits: No 

Verdict: Not a good movie. Don't watch it 

Reacher Season 3

There is somebody bigger than him 

This sesaon: Reacher is hunting a person from the past while helping the FBI find their missing CI.

Dialogue: There is something off about the way they act but I can't put my finger on it. Their dialogue is good but it feels not natural. But that is probably how people talk. But Reacher is a funny person if he wants to be 

The end fight: The last fight between Reacher and Paulie is around 25 minutes and it was epic. Imagine someone bigger than Reacher handling down the smackdown to him. I can imagine if I get hit I will have a concussion. 

Season 4: The best things about Reacher is that the season is a one off. There are no cliffhangers or anything. There is also 21 books (so far) so there are a lot of stories to choose from 

Week 7: Friends come and go

This week was a good week. I lost a friend for a while which in hindsight I didn't mind since she doesn't bring anything tot the table and my other friend is just too busy to be present with me. Which I don't mind as well. I need to just be okay being by myself for now. Last week before Ramadan. Nothing much happnes I guess. Oh I finally beaten Hades II. 

Feb 8

• After my usual morning session of class I and H2 went out to have lunch. The other two didn't want to go so it was just us. When paying for food the cashier ask where are the other two. So it finally happen that we are regulars at our favorite restaurant

• Came home did some classes and then pick up the cleaner 

• Send wife to the clinic and then we went shopping. Before that we watch Reacher Sesaon 3. It was good but really slow. The night session I fell asleep halfway 

• My friend D is having trouble with his narcasstic ex. So breaking off seems harder since dealing with someone who can't admit they are wrong is hard. It didn't help that her cat died today 

• My other friend Nd now hates because I was talking behind her back. I try to apologise and say that it won't happen again. Not sure it can be repaired but they say time heal all wounds. So just give it time. Allah always knows best. So I let Him help me. 

Feb 9

• Did classes in the morning. Was not feeling that well so decided to make some soup

• After cooking fell asleep and wa slate picking up H2. H2 told me that this week school is just concentrating on sports so she doesn't need to come 

• More classes, exercise and watch one episode of Reacher

• Me and Nd are slowly building back our friendship. I will give her as much time as she wants. I won't push. Me and Nf is not talking. I think she is ghosting me. Oh well. That what people do ghost. And D is still struggling the fact that her AP is a narcassist 

Feb 10

• Today I had to cook for wife's office since she promised some people that I will cook some olio for them. So I cook to boxes of spagetthi and put a lot of things in it. It was so hot that I had to go to the office with half an oven mitt. I think I need to get an apron. I also cook some for H2 as well

• H2 was not feeling that well. I think she is a bit dehyrdated. So just water, rest and food and she became a lot better. 

• My friends are not talking to me or just being cold. I talk a lot and they don't reply or acknowledge me. After a while it gets tiring.

• Took a break from Nf. If she doesn't want to talk to me then that its on her. I can't force someone to do that. I do pray for her all the best and lets see if I can settle her debt before 2034

Feb 11

• Today wife worked from home and after I finish class we all got ready to go to the city. 

• We went to eat some banana leaf rice but I think it was not good for my body since I am having bad poops 

• First pick up the prescription,  after that we went to IKEA to buy some small things for the house which includdes, mirrors, frame and storage spaces and we end it with going to mom in law house to drop some things. 

• Wife and H2 had pizza for dinner and I didn't have anything as usual

• I want to start walking everyday. So it just 30 minutes for me to do so. I want to try lose some weight by walking as well as my other exercise routine as well. 

Feb 12

• After class made some garlic mushroom fried rice for everyone to eat with some chicken cutlets. Just need to test the frying before tomorrow dinner 

• In the evening send wife to class and came back did some exercises. Also pick up the cleaner.  After that made her some egg sandwhiches for dinner

• The drive to uni was terrible. Cars were not moving. I made it to class with only 1 minute to spare. 

• Coming back home my sister in law arrived and the cleaner was busy cleaning. I decided to take the time to finish some Hades II which I actually did roll credits on (5/5). But by the time cleaner was done I had to call her a rideshare because I was too tired to drive. 

Feb 13

• Send wife to work and she took the car for H1. 

• Coming home I did a couple more classes 

• Had a heart to heart talk with my sister in law reguarding my marriage. She just pity me and told me I have no choices. 

• Went to had lunch with my best friend A. We talked a lot. I didn’t ate too much since I was cooking this evening 

• Pick up wife wheelchair and went back home 

• Start cooking. First I finish the mushroom soup. Then I started to frying the chicken. Made the garlic bread spread. Cook the pasta and end it with the garlic bread in the oven 

• Friend came at 8:29 which it was late. But we had fun talking and eating. After the meal we got dessert which was watermelon and a blue berry cake. We also celebrated wife’s birthday at the same time 

• At 11:30 the guest left and I was too tired and went to bed. 

Feb 14

• After classes had some intimate time with wife after 3 weeks. So if I am timing this correctly the next in march 7 or later after Eid 

• After that H1 boyfriend came and gave her valentine day flowers. She is so happy. I am so happy for her. I really hope that this relationship will go far. This boy is very nice and sometimes I think that H1 needs to treat him better I guess. 

• We went out too eat the Wetland park. It was malay food that is surrounded by nature. It was so in nature that halfway through our meal a snake slithers its way up to the restaurant patio. Staff were probably used to it since they could handle the problem easily. Wife was not having it and wask to swtich seats with me 

• After lunch sister in law took the girls to Amcorp mall to get some pokemon cards while me and wife went home. But before we did that I send my switch to be repaired since I kinda reformatted it 

• Watch some tv, take a nap and then did some class. After the girls arrived back from the mall they went back to their grandmothers house. Me and wife went there and had some Nak Nak before going home close to 11pm.

Next week will be a long holiday for everyone until Thrusday before Ramadan. Got the final stretch to catch up on classes since after that I probably can do too much classes. Still figuring out what is my next game

Kamen Rider Ryuki Movie

What if situation

What is it about?
After the series ended they made the movie with a lot of different what if scenario. All of these endings are not canon but more like a multiverse of endings 

The Good
We can see and extra budget goes into these movies since the effects are way better
The first female Kamen Rider (Femme) which is part of the main storyline 

The Bad
It is just a branch and after seeing hte actual ending these show has stakes that I really don't care about 
Everyone dies here as well

The Ugly
Nothing much

After Credits: No

Verdict: If you like Kamen Rider you should watch this