I’m sorry my sweet sweet daughter

I’m sorry dear for letting you grow up so fast.
I’m sorry that you had to experience death at a young age.
I’m sorry that you are always stressed out.
I’m sorry that you can’t talk to me.
I hope that you be strong and happy.
I hope you find someone out there to love you like I do.
I hope you can take things easy one day.
I love you so much dear

I’m sad for my daughter

My oldest daughter has been seeing a therapist due to emotional issues that is making her feel unhappy. While the sessions are all confidential, the therapist did shades that she was unhappy, bitter, resentful and jealous among other things. I wanted to blame myself but both me and my wife are the opposite of her. The therapist say she still needs a lot of work... I hope by the time she needs to face the real world, she will be ready... I think I am right... writing is therapeutic and it provides a certain catharsis for my soul. I am alone but at least my thoughts are out there for strangers to read.

My kid got bullied

My kid is in a new school. She loved the old school. But she is being brave for us in the new school. Since the new school has redneck kids who doesn't understand the value of being nice. They keep teasing her to the point that she cried for hours. I wish I could ground pound the kids. There are 3 people to blame in this situation. 

1) The parents - for not instiling good values to their kids

2) The teachers - for taking this as 'kids will be kids attitude' and not solving the root cause 

3) The kids - well you can't blame the kids. They are just kids... Man beating kids is not recommended but I really wish I could do that 

Met the principle this morning. Principle said she will look into it. I'm not holding my breath. My wife said that she cried again this evening. If tomorrow she cries again the gloves are coming off. 

The Kids grow up so fast

Today my kids are going to a new school. The old one was bummed but put on a brave face since its a new school. The young one was happy that finally she can leave the house. Both of them don't want the parents to wait for them. Good for me since I'm working later