Week 47: I am going to Japan next year

Well this week was something. I helped my friend again and then something I said made her change her tone with me. I don't know. I did however discover Allah again and I should trust Allah on everything. Everything has a plan and don't be sad or angry when things don't go your way. Everything will be revealed at the right time. I can't wait but I know I will have to have patience 

Nov 16

• Cooked some claypot chicken rice

• Send H1 t the laundry 

• House in leaking due to heavy rain. Waiting for the contractors to come but they never came. Hopefully this week 

Nov 17

• Today cooked some fish curry since it has been a while since we have eaten some fish 

• My friend just text me saying that she needs more money. It's been the third time this month. As reluctant I am to give the money I think this would be the last time since third time is the charm I guess. I said I will try to find her the money.

• Wife didn't feel to go to work today but we did went in the evening since she needs to give the car to H1 but she came home with me 

• Pick up cleaner and send wife to get her injection. Cleaner left close to 11:30pm but not after we lost creamy. It turns out he was sleeping in my office. That cat rarely sleeps in my office 

Nov 18

• Today went to the bank again to get my last batch of money to give to my friend. Someties I ask myself why do I do this. Is it because I do feel pity. Is it because of love. I don't know. But what I do know is that I can't help anymore. I have taken too much and I think going to the future I just have to listen and support her I guess.

• I do believe everything happens for reason. There is a reason that we crossed paths. Everything is part of Allah's plan. So what am I supposed to do. Have faith and pray a lot. In a perfect world I wans things to be favouring me. But you can't have what you want but I can promise that one day you will get the thing you want the most. 

• today cook some ayam rempah. It’s been a while since I did that. But I think I might have made a lot of chicken 

Nov 19

• Wife had an event in the city so after 10 we headed there. It was a conference and her team was presenting a poster. The thing is that they have already presented so we hang there until 1pm. Had some 7 eleven for lunch

• I think I want to start intermitten fasting a while. I think it proven to work but it is going to take a while guess 

• My friend is avoiding me. Sigh... Oh well. I can't do anything much about it but just give her time 

• Cooked some fried rice for dinner 

Nov 20

• After class I had 3 errands to run. The first is go to the hospital to pick up wife medication. The second is go to IKEA and get some picture frames and the third is picking up the maid after picking up H2

• Ate some curry puff and hotdog for lunch. Fasting so far "(well it has been two days) makes me hungry. But it is just my body getting angry at me 

• Mom bought me a ticket to Fukuoka. So I am going to Japan next year October. This is going to be interesting 

• H1 came back home late last night and at 11pm I send the maid home. 

• I've decided to stop worrying about the future and just put 100% faith in Allah. I know that seems a bit delusional but I think it is all going to work out alright 

Nov 21

• Today I made some creamy red sauce pasta. 

• H2 is bringing her friend from school because they got a group project later at another house. I send them from 3pm and pick her up close to 8:30pm. 

• Wife had a meeting at her uni at night

Nov 22

• Lazy Saturday. Just did a lot of classes 

• Had Nak Nak for lunch. 

• Slept around 1030. I like my new schedule

Next week  mom is finally coming down after a while. I officially finish a year of English classes and on the next year. Other than that... I am going to be as suprised as you are. I love my life. It is always an adventure