Day 67: Shit is hitting the fan

Like I said yesterday. The tender was a big deal. Came to the office this morning, got called by my Head of HR. She wants me to explain myself. Which i did. I didn't see what I did wrong since I follow what my boss ask me to do. She said don't apologize for something that you didn't do. She explain calmly and collectively. Had lunch with her after that. But really didn't have mood to work. When people get upset it does effect me even though I was not involved. Is like disappointing your parents or something like that. I do love working here but not sure if I can stay till the end of my probation. Sigh... Probably is going to be brought up in this Monday's sales meeting.

Day 66: Celebration time

I keep getting a day behind on my posts. Should pick up the pace. Today as I sit down in my office. I reflect what happen yesterday. As you know today is the month of syawal and it is the Eid celebration. So yesterday my company decided to throw a party of all of their clients for the past year. So the staff members are required to dress in their traditional clothes( I was no expectation). I was dress in maroon. And greet the guest as they come in. Since I've just been here 66 days I only deal with 3 projects so far. So there are a lot of people I don't know who are they. No worries just smile politely and shake their hands. The buffet was good but I didn't eat that much. Since people keep on aging that I am getting fat. So I really need to do something about it. The best part about the party there was a area where people can take pictures of themselves with props. So I got a couple of great pictures with my teammates, colleagues and even the ceo. After that j went home at 4. Really didn't came to the office yesterday 

On a side note. There was a project that we missed an important part of it. It may or may not cause us he project (only time will tell) but the boss (not my direct biss$ was quiet piss. Heads will probably roll today. Maybe not... Who knows. Another 8 hours till the weekend

Day 65: Good day to lay down

Did nothing awesome today. After work saw my good friend who used to work for the same company. Had Starbucks and did a lot of catching up

Level up: +1

Current Level: 13

Day 64: 22 hours

Yesterday I knew I was in for a long day but I didn't expect it to be that long. Started from 830am till 530 am today. We have an important tender that we need to submit by this afternoon. My part is one of the most crucial part in the report since it was the technical side of things. I was quite frustrated since my boss just let go of what he was supposed to do to me. I can tell that I was so green doing his since I was working with another boss. I keep on getting scolded by her since my face I always like a deer getting hit with a car (something like this 😳) everytime she ask me a question. It didn't help because every time I handed something to her it needs to get redone again. 😩 sigh... Live and learn. 

Well it got me to appreciate what I do for a living. Things I learn from this experience 

1) Never do anything last minute

2) Always keep your files organized 

3) Never trust anyone to do your work for you

4) Develop a thick skin since you are going to be yelled to a lot.

5) Try not to eat spicy food since it can cause flatulance

We did it a lot of takeaway yesterday. Which was awesome. I did get a couple of winks under my desk... And the best part is today I can skip work since over work my 8 hours this morning.

Achievement: Submitted my first tender

Achievement: Became first ever technical lead in project

Day 63: Indominous Rex has sounded

Yesterday got scolded by my other boss (not HOD) since I was so blur in doing the job. I didn't take it personally since I just got the job on Thrusday and suddenly I'm on technical lead. The thing is it's not my responsibility... But they sound serious... Honest to god if they are blaming me for their incompetence I hope we don't get the project. Since the person who supposed to push is pushing it to me to push other people... So I see how much I can do... And see what will happen Monday. Funny I don't feel scared at all... Is it normal?

Day 62: I am back and oh boy

Back after 1 week holiday. Man the shitload of work that is in my table. Everything needs to be done by Tuesday. There is still a lot more to be done. Last night came back around 12am. Slept at 1am. Still sleepy. Not sure should I sleep some more or get ready for work... Can't wait till next week

Ant-Man

Awesome way to end phase 2

For a movie that has a lot of problems in the production stage. It is nice to see that it all works out in the end. The movie was light hearted and yet the stakes where high enough. They have a training scene which I love. The comedy is gold. Douglas and Rudd goes well together. Can't wait to see what happens to ant-man in civil war. The last scene was a preview of Captain America 3 so if we missed it they will probably show it again next year.

5/5