This week is just another week. I figure that every week my friend keeps asking for money and I keep giving it to her. I know one day she will bounce back and help me. Other than that I am going to love myself more. I should stop caring about what I can't get and just be happy on what I can get.
Dec 7
• After classes went to do some groceries and cooked some oilo for the kids. I did double the amount so it was kind a overboard.
• Took a nap and then more classes
• In the evening gave 3 cointaner of of pasta to wife's student
• After exercise print H2 mock exam questions and then I finished Ninja Gaiden Ragebound (4/5)
Dec 8 (unmemorable)
• Cook some shrimp fried rice today
• Wife took the car to work
• Did classes in the evening.
• In the evening wife and I had a big fight. She wants me to marry someone else because she can't give me sex. I think I tried to make it work but I know that, I can't change her and she makes a big deal of everything. So I think it is for the best. I am just going to act happy nowadays in front on her. But inside.. I think for real. There are going to be good days and bad days. It is never going to be the same again. Sigh... I do know Allah is listening... So I just wait and this is my test... maybe after 20 years I'll get something back. Maybe sooner. Who knows.
Dec 9
• This morning is the aftermath of yesterday. Wife is still hurt and I don't know what I should do. After this I should just don't speak up my mind since it what always got me into trouble
• For lunch I had ayam gepuk and that last me the whole day
• For dinner I cook some ayam kicap
• H1 needs me to send her some notes. As well that she lost her pants and she is really being anal about it. Honestly really annoying. So I send her notes and well pack her some dinner as well
Dec 10
• Today I feel that I want to cook some thai food. So I made some thai green curry. tomyam and crispy fried egg (which was a bit salty)
• H2 paper was okay but she had her period.
• In the evening after classes I had to go pick up H1 and her friend. They are planning to go to the city tomorrow only to cancel late at night and say they just want to stay at home.
• Someone was using my best friend twitter account. She had to report it to the police and deactive her account again.
Dec 11
• Public holiday today for everyone which means I can do a lot of extra classes.
• Wife students came to the house to conduct an interview with me on the sustainbility of driving and using a petrol car. I think I aced it.
• I cooked some chicken curry, with ayam gepuk sambal and tempeh and fried tofu for the students who interviewed me and H1 friend.
• In the evening friend was stressed because she needed more money so I will help. I don't know when will I say no but I do know this that if you do good things. Good things will come to who wait
Dec 12
• Wife didn't go to work today
• Today I cook some butter chicken. I made a new recipe since wife's students are coming tonight to prep for tomorrow's bbq
• Went to the bank again. My best friend need some money for lawyer fees. Today she got betrayed by people who she trusted. The more I listen to her issue, the more I feel sorry for her. I hope see will pull through
• Wife was in bad mood today. I ordered a grumpy cat doll. Really matches her mood. She is upset because the girls who are organising the event are doing things not that organised. We only have 5 pices of chicken and we are inviting 30 people. Tomorrow is going to be an interesting event
• I went to the mall to buy some stuff for the bbq
• H1 is being rude to me all the time. Sometimes I get upset and her mouth. She can't just answer nicely. It okay. They say sabr is good for your soul. But I know tha tone day her mouth will get her into a lot of trouble.
Dec 13
• Wake this morning and I heard that the girls left at around 2-3 am in the morning but they didn't come back until close in the afternoon
• I bought some trays for them to be used after sending my Switch to be repaired.
• The bbq went well. Wife friends came around 19 people came and there a lot of food. H1 even brough her boyfriend to come. After 5pm the party died down a bit and everyone left close to 7pm
• Ordered some Mr Mee for them since they were hungry. I don't know why that bbq food is not that filling. Maybe it was all the process stuff in it.
• At 9pm went to pick up the cleaner.
Another two weeks left for the year. I need to start writing my year end review. This week is going a be a bit busy. I hope that I can still do classes as well. I have to pick up my best friend from the airport and on Saturday I have my high school reunion which is going to be an interesting situation. I want to watch Zootopia 2 but when.
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