We interrupt our usual post with a written letter by me. I just want to say that no matter how many times I screw up, no matter how many times I think I am not doing a good job. I can count my blessing and say that I am so lucky. I think God was trying to show me something and by doing it, it shows me that I still a lot of people who love me and I love them back. It is a sad to lose a friend but I think it was for the better. It would just never have work out and I am glad that I was a just a stop gap in that person life. I wish them all the best but I think its time for them to move on. As for me, I was upset but after talking to my best friend, I realized that the problem was me and I already got everything that I need. So the hurt is going to be a while but its okay, just keep busy and surround myself with things that give me joy. Insya allah that things will look up for the better. I do know one thing. Life is very unexpected, so seriously anything could happen in any time. Just enjoy the ride. I think I am going to be okay
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