Okay... here we go again

So yesterday I posted something and then I deleted it because the day ended so beautifully that I didn't want the memory of me being sad in the morning to cloud the day. So today I am going to post on what is currently the state of my mind moving forward. Without spoiling too much I think I am going to be fine. I am going to miss them a lot but a lot of great things were said and promises were kept. So I am a man who keeps his words so hopefully I get to deliver on that promise one day. So what does this mean? Well I need to live my life. The problem with that is that I am already living the best version of my life. Having they around in my life made living it a bit more fulfilling. Am I sad... Honestly yes.. but I am not broken. I think yesterday showed me that the memories I have is a constant reminder that things are going to look better in the future. Well I need to hope because that what I am running on... Hope... Hope that I will boomerang back into their lives one day... Okay time to start the day..