Before I sleep

So journal time before I take a nap. I have a headache. I need to make this work... I need to make us work because the thought of losing them far outweighs the feelings that I have. So I’ll be burying my whatever I have deep inside for now... hopefully one day it will be unearthed. And yes... we can keep this strictly as just friends. Okay. Nap time. Need to sleep... I’m not feeling so good