Sigh...

Well I’ve taken a stand against my own happiness. I mean it’s been 6 weeks and it seems to be going great for me. But outside factors always make it hard for myself to be happy... whether it be love ones , family or friends... people have a way of ripping your happiness away 😔... what’s a guy supposed to do? Nothing... absolutely nothing.. most of these outside factors are so beyond my control... I can even control the weather... I do feel that I’m so alone and the world is going to swallow me whole. All I can do is just don’t worry to much about it..I am thankful though... I have no one in my life that makes me happy... but I do have this blog... some friends and above all I have myself... I can’t be sad because the person who will care about me is just me...so cheer up dude... we will get though this and we will be better... Man... being 35 sucks 🤣🤣