I can’t never catch a break

I always pride myself as a normal guy. I don’t do anything way too crazy... I try to maintain a balanced lifestyle... I used to pay my taxes 🤣. But I’m overwhelmed with things coming from all directions. Why can’t I catch a break? Why can’t everything just aligned the way I want it to? My guess is that life is not that easy... and means if you get a break, you’ll become complacent. I’m glad I have this blog... the only thing that gives me a break from everything. I wish I could roll back time and fix the mistakes of the past so I won’t suffer that much in the future... but truthfully if I have a time machine I’ll probably go and buy some stock on Amazon. I think it’s better for me to be alone with my thoughts. Well that’s how I was raised I guess. Other happiness matter over mine. I’m surprised I am still hanging it together... 😔... happiness is a construct that changes everyday I guess. You can’t be 100% in a constant state of happiness... after all you’re only human... I do love my family and my friends... hopefully that won’t change